Post-College life pending

Soon I will be finishing college for good and, the best thing I do not have any loans to pay back from any collectors, I do feel bad for those that had to take out a loan.  Its not easy getting a scholarship package depending on the requirements of the college but, I do know that my life is going in the right direction.  As a triple major I already have a job waiting as well as a graduate school waiting to take me; I about to buy my first ever condo in the richer part of the county.

I am from Polk county but, I am not going back there to stay.  I often visit to see some suitors but, I find many men that are not datable material because they have women whom they had relations with that have children by them.

I am looking forward to using my degrees in my career fields and, seeing what else I can do for those that are struggling with weight issues.  I am looking forward to getting my JD/MA in a field that I have yet to chose.   I hope to get my LLM in France so I can practice law in the United States and France mostly business law.

Yes, college life is ending and, my new career life is beginning.  My Condo to be is going to be three bedrooms, two baths, and one partial bath.  This special type of Condo has an upstairs and a downstairs with an attic that is finished.  Get this it only cost $133,000.00.   I am going to have a group of interior designers come in and decorate for me because I don’t feel like being bother.

They are going to use a combination of La-z-boy and Bassett furniture to decorate the whole entire house or even better more elegant and even more expensive lines of furniture from the Furniture market in nearby city High Point, NC.   Yes, this is my dream and its going to come true.

Now a new car? That’s going to have to wait a while because I still in love with my old out-dated Geo Storm because its so cute of what I done to it or, I can just keep it and get a nicer dream car of what I been wanting.  A Jaguar xk, Who said that?!?!

Soon I will be starting a career and graduate school two hard things that I have to balance but, with my experience I can state that this is going to be easier compared to what many are use to.  The go through college, then graduate school (if they choose to), then start a career, then buy the house/townhouse/condo/loft/co-op or whatever then get married.   No! I am doing it right.

Maybe after graduate school in three years I’ll tell you guys that I am getting married but, I seriously doubt in three years I will find the right man but, if I do then I am doing something right because there is nothing I can’t do unless I continue to put Jehovah God first.

Jehovah god makes my bigger decisions so, if he has it in me to have a husband then that’s fine but, if he doesn’t then he will make sure that I will be guided to a life of happiness.  Right now I am not looking and, those dogs that are coming up to me are turning me off more and more.

Thanks for reading.

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It has been a while…

It has been a while since I have returned to my blogsite and, I does not seem much has changed on wordpress but, in the world outside has change dramatically.  There are some things that I want to get off my chest and, one of those things is people.   Let’s face it, I was bullied when I was in school and, I lost weight that no one really recognized me until I started dealing with those who were my friends in school.

People are full of crap and that is a fact jack; I find myself happier going to the gym seven days a week for three hours and then spending another 4 hours at home working out with my favorite DVD’s.    There is one thing that is common when a girl or guy loses a large amount of weight; there is negativity that follows behind them because there were people that felt pity for those that were overweight but, when they lose it, the matter turns into a problem that needs to be solved.

I noticed with men that they come up to you, all of a sudden asking you what you are doing to lose the weight.    A lot of these men are the same ones that treated me like garbage but, all of a sudden they want to flirt and possibly get to know me better.   Sorry! I rather to deal with some real and sincere people.

Now that I am almost at my goal of 122.4 pounds, I feel that there are going to be more things that needed to be said.  I am still not done with the skin part but, I will state that its going to be a process of toning my skin in order to better reveal my hidden hourglass figure.

I am sick and tired of dealing with a bunch of jerks that want to get close enough to me in order to ask workout questions and, eating tips; in order to keep telling me “you look good!”  I know it and I don’t need some (insert your choice words here) tell me that I look good.  I don’t look good, I look great.

I might for the next summer when my skin is tighten, I’ll post a picture of me in a bathing suit that I dreamed of wearing in my teenage years.

I hope to get my life back together and, live my life being a healthy fitness fanatic that I am today.

I might post a few videos and pictures of eating in order to help those going through the changes.

There are a lot of crappos out there but, punching them out to get the good ones takes a lot of training with the punching bag.

Until I leave the gym, see yeah!

Documentary of Andrei Chikatilo

This guy was nuts!!!!!!!!!!

Andrei Chikatilo had issues that seriously needed to be address because there is no reason for him to kill 53 people just because he felt as a victim of nature’s indifference. He blamed everything that happened in his life which he had no control over which he believes drove him to murder. Yeah this documentary is worth watching because this 12 year murder spree is very interesting compared to Alexander Pichushkin’s documentary but, there probably be another documentary such as Chikatilo’s but, for now this is a documentary that should be watch for those that are trying to understanding neuroscience or psychology.

Crazy Documentary that I watched on Television

I have been watching the documentary about Russian Serial Killer Alexander Pichushkin though I think the guy is cute as a button  but, the thing about it is the murders were horrific due to the fact that he killed all those innocent people and to make sure they died was to shove a vodka bottle into those wounds.  I actually felt it happening to me O.o!

The interesting thing was his background he had been bullied as a adolescent which cause him to bottle his emotions but, the most interesting things was the fact his grandfather taught him how to play chess and discovered his beloved grandson had intelligence that was not being shown to its potential.  The snapping of Alexander Pichushkin was the death of his grandfather thus he had to return home to his mother which some theorize that he started that killing spree in Moscow Russia that scared citizens to death.

Thought I do have some Empathy for the man because I have been bullied but, I do not think murder was the solution to get rid of my years of frustration there were other methods but, he does not see it the way I do so that is why he is in prison for the rest of his life and I am out here trying to make a difference in my life and others because there is a life after bullying, you just need to get pass the rain.  Pichushkin got pass the bullying but, he never made it through the rain.

There must be something in the Water.

Okay let me tell you the reason for this post title, I am finding it harder and harder to like people or even to trust people because of the way they are acting today.  Furthermore it looks like my dreams of ever having a family of my own has bit the dust because after these last two articles, I am better off alone and unmarried than to be with a person that is mentally insane or with low morals.

Remember the Shooting at Sandy Hook Elementary? Well the man that took in those children is being harassed by people claiming that he staged the shooting in order to make himself a hero.  This sweet, kind, and thoughtful old man protected this children when their teacher was killed by Lanza yet, you have people calling him and emailing him these horrific accusations that he was a part of this incident.

There are only two people to blame on that day one was Lanza himself and the other one was his mother because she was the one that took him out shooting and left him in a basement to do nothing but play violent video games.  So are you trying to state that this retire 69-year-old Psychologist was going to have a mentally insane person whom he probably never met in his life go out and kill innocent people?  I think Lanza should have came to him for mental evaluation.  However, its true that Mr. Rosen heard the shooting on that day but, who is to say that someone else did not call the police before he did.  That is the one thing a lot of people are saying, why didn’t he call the police.  Will to those who think he’s a part of it let me tell you something, you did not know what happen on that day so, who are you to say what was going through that man’s mind when a shooting took place? Have you, yourself been in that situation?  If so then okay but, if not keep that trap of yours shut because the man is a hero and 10 thousand people believe it so, get a life you idiot cowards.

Now for an elementary school two states away in Pennsylvania, what was that school thinking?  They allowed a complete stranger to take a little girl outside of class to only leave her under a park bleacher and her own mother did not know where she is but, they stated that a person claiming to be the child’s mother came to pick her up that morning.   You have to be kidding me on this one for aren’t there any uniform procedure to make sure that a person claims to be who they really are?  Couldn’t the school went and ask for some ID when it came to picking up the child?   That school has a lot of explaining to do and since the little girl has been found, they need to find the woman that blind folded her and made her go under the bleacher.  Poor child is at the children’s hospital right now to recover from hypothermia, this is an outrage to me and many other people whom do or do not have children.

We need more procedures to protect our children from these crazy people if we don’t then what is the purpose of keeping population in the United States?  First we need to reform the safety administration within the schools of all levels and we need to change the policy of gun control.   Secondly we need to have people evaluated more to determine if they are fit to carry a weapon of any kind when it comes to the safety of society.

School safety should be a priority for every state within the United States and within the communities surrounding the schools.